A word to the wise: when God calls you to do something, do it the first time!

He is not going to change His mind. Neither is He going to let you go until you do it (i.e. Jonah).

The Danger of Presumptuous Sin

Presumptuous sin is an intentional and deliberate sinful or rebellious act committed against God. It’s a complete disregard for one’s own conscience, God’s Word, and what a person knows to be right.